I'm
grateful. The work has been increasingly difficult lately due to the
festivities surrounding and during the Chinese New Year, but I'm
grateful. We see miracles on a daily basis, and the Lord is with us.
Wen
Agong. I must share of an experience we had this week with Wen Huan Ji.
He's the older man who has been diagnosed with terminal cancer. His
current situation is anything but ideal; he doesn't know how much time
he has left, and the time he does have is not spent in comfort. He
hasn't been keeping his commitments to read from the Book of Mormon and
pray daily as of late. I think he had lost hope and didn't see any point
in doing something seemingly so trivial. He was beyond caring. He
always gives us the same answer when we ask him about his commitments:
"Ouer hui" (On occasion). When we try to press for more details he gets
offended and has a little outburst. This last time things were
different. His response was the same and he had a little outburst as he
tends to, but I could not let that be the end of it. I've come to love
this man. I've felt of God's love for this man. I've seen the love his
family has for him. I knew the gospel could help him--bring him the
comfort and peace, joy even, that he so desperately needs in his life. I
felt prompted to press him further. I asked him why we wanted him to
read and pray. I asked him what was preventing him from so doing, and
then we testified. We testified of the love of those present and of the
love of God. We testified of the Savior and of our need for Him. I
couldn't read his expression at this point. I thought he looked like he
might be upset, but then I saw something that awed me...there was a
tear...there was a tear in the eye of this wonderful man, a man who had
been dealt a difficult hand, a man who had known suffering and fear, and
man who now, for the first time in a long time...had hope. I asked him
if he would commit to read and pray daily. There was another outburst,
but this time it was an outburst of joy. He shouted that of course he
would. He would everyday. Everyday. He tried to explain his happiness,
but couldn't quite find the words. Though, it could be seen in his
eyes--those eyes that now had something to look forward to. He then
insisted that we come at least three times a week to see him. There was
to be no arguing the point (in the past he was very difficult to set up a time to visit
and not all that enthusiastic about it either). And so it is, we will go
and see him at least three times a week. How did such a change come
over this man of courage? The Spirit has great power. It changes us; it
changes our desires. It changes our very natures, but it cannot
influence us if we do not receive it. 2 Ne. 33:1 teaches us that the
Spirit brings truth unto the hearts of men. We must accept it. We
must be humble enough to receive God's loving correction. Wen Agong's
heart broke in love and gratitude, and the Spirit wrought a mighty
change therein. I told him I didn't know if the Lord would heal him all
at once in a response to his willingness to follow Him, but that he
would be blessed whether it be with peace or comfort or simply
happiness. Then I was prompted to say something that astounded me. I
told him that I didn't know that God wouldn't heal him of all his
ailments...that He very well could. The Spirit came over me and
testified of my own words as I said those words. Oh, how grateful I am
to represent the Lord in His great work.
This
was but one of the miracles we see on a daily basis here in the service
of the Lord. He is at the head of this great work. He leads us today
through His living prophet: Thomas S. Monson.
"Life
is like an old-time rail journey--delays, sidetracks, smoke, dust,
cinders, and jolts, interspersed only occasionally by beautiful vistas
and thrilling bursts of speed. The trick is to thank the Lord for
letting you have the ride." --Jenkins Lloyd Jones
Happy Chinese New Year!
P-day adventures
Off-roading with my bike
Zone P-day activity: Infection tag near an abandoned building--like City Museum in St. Louis...only not people safe--and surrounding forest.
All is well,
Elder Dickson
For additional study and uplifting:
Hebrews 12:1-3 (Focusing on joy--on the Savior--can help us endure the difficulties we all face in life)
3 For consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds.
12 Wherefore
seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses,
let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset
us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,
2 Looking
unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that
was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set
down at the right hand of the throne of God.3 For consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds.
President Russell M. Nelson's talk:"Joy and Spiritual Survival"
I couldn't tell most of the happenings that happened the past two weeks as there was simply too much that happened and not enough time to write about it but I am keeping a detailed journal. Here is an excerpt from last week and this week.
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